“The problem with books is that they end. They seduce you. They. pull you inside. And you go deep and leave your possessions and your ties to the world at the door and you like it inside and you don’t want for your possessions or your ties and then, the book evaporates.
”3. 5 stars. This book was a wild ride. During lockdown, I started this new thing (actually, You started this all) of listening to an audiobook at night as I’m starting to wind down for bed, skincaring, etc.
I chose to listen to this audiobook specifically because I’d heard great things about the narrator (10000% deserved praise, Santino Fontana is incredible) It started off normally, I’d listen for about 10-15 ish minutes a night, give or take, but then I just … couldn’t stop.
I stayed up late listening, or started my nightly routine earlier just so I could continue listening. If I was driving (which, admittedly, I do a lot less of these days), I was listening to this. Towards the end, I stayed up until 4 AM because there wasn’t a single moment I could just casually stop at.
This book is terrifying. It doesn’t have any ghosts, no crazy sci-fi aspects, nothing howling at the moon, but there was definitely still a monster. You was horrifying because it is very real, it’s not some made up monster but one that can very easily exist in our lives.
Imagine reading this story from outside Joe’s perspective. Terrifying, isn’t it?Which, speaking of Joe’s perspective, having him be the narrator was such a crazy idea. Crazy… but absolutely brilliant.
Joe is so so messed up and being in his mind is such a wild ride. It’s absolutely disgusting and I felt like I needed a shower (or several) but it also really messes with you. I had such intense whiplash.
Joe is deluded and crazy but he’s also witty, sometimes charming, and just … what the heck. There’s this tiny, morbid part of you that sometimes even roots for Joe or gets mad at others for messing things up and that’s … terrifying.
(view spoiler) And let’s not forget the second person narrative which really messed me up, but in a good way, especially when listening to the audiobook. Now the actual writing was … okay. I did occasionally alternate and read the physical book and the writing was nothing exceptional.
Actually, I don’t know if I could have finished reading this book as just a book. The audiobook though. Wow. Just wow. Santino Fontana is an absolutely fantastic narrator and truly brings Joe (and in turn, the book) to life.
His sarcasm, skepticism, rants, and descents into obsession are all just brilliantly executed. He also adds another layer of likability to Joe that really skews our perspective and makes us think. At the end of the day, it’s not the writing but the concept that makes this book special and it shines in the audiobook.
I also think this is why this book translates so well as a Netflix adaptation (which, just as good, if not better than the book. Penn Badgley does an A+ job. I now hate him but also love him). You is really ugly and hard to read, but it’s just as hard not to.
It’s almost like a car crash you can’t look away from, you just need to know. It’s a thriller that truly sends shivers up and down your spine because it’s very much possible. The idea is brilliant, the story uniquely written, and the audiobook is an absolute blast to listen to.